Sometimes my life is in a difficult phase. I used to attribute this to esoteric stuff like biorhythm and the like, but these days I'm more down-to-earth about it. one has good times and one has bad times. Even though last week was absolutly fantastic (mainly because we've got that new customer), last weekend was dull and unpleasant at times.
Someone who knows me might say it's because the time of the year and the province in which I live (the first is Vasteloavend and the latter Limburg), but I don't think that's the case. It's more like a lot of things coming together. First there's Hanneke, who I don't mind staying here, but who does brings a lot of trouble along. Second, there's the visit of a good friend of mine this Wednesday. Someone who Monique really dislikes, so I think Monique is a little bit pissed about that, even though she says she isn't. Thirdly there's the stress. I always thought I was impenetrable for stress, but it seems it can even catch me. I'm unproductive and really hating myself for that.
I am, however, working on a story again, which lightens my spirit every so often. In Dutch though, but for you Dutch readers out there, I might publish it here. It seems my way of dealing with stress is reading and writing stuff. Which isn't too bad. I'd prefer hot, steamy sex to deal with stress, though... ;-)
While searching for some nice links to add to this post, I found an online biorhythm calculator and tried it, just for fun. Although it told me my emotional "rhythm" was somewhere near the top, I don't feel like that at all. So, I can scratch biorhythms. Let's look at my horoscope... ;-)